mama..!!!

mama..npe da lame xcall angah?
risau sbenanye mama lame xcall
nk call mama, tp xtopup lg cred skype
n i know how busy u are there
angah taw mama busy nk balik ke msia skng
tapi..mama call la jugak angah
angah tgah final so i really2 need u ma
i dont kno why, im really not in the mood of studying
aft all the results yg angah dapat
angah mmg xconfident langsung ma
what should i do..??
after this, the only paper that i have is financial math
i need kate2 smangat for that paper, ma!!

xpe la, nnt klu mama free
call angah ye..!!
ill be waiting for it

i am

missing the awkwardness~~

study3


it's final week, everyone!!
lets burn all the nights lights
yepp
STUDY GUYS!!

what did i do??

i told both of them..

i don't even know why, i just did..they were like...."chabie, did u really..........................?"
okay,,their responses weren't really good. well, surprised to be exact..i know, it was crazy, especially when it came from someone like me..
gosh, how can i feel THAT to that very person..??it's THAT person, chabie!!
there's actually a day when someone askd me if i have THAT towards someone
well, yeah of course i do..how i wish i can just tell them like that
but it ain't going to be easy if everyone knows
even by telling only these two people, i'd worried that they won't keep their mouth shut
but of course, i put my trust on them by telling this
such a whimp i am, huh?
well yeah..ive experiencd this before n i know ill get through this in no matter of time
let's just wait and see what destiny has for me..

Heartbeat..

2pm Heartbeat- Music Core

can you feel my heartbeat..??

*Heartbeat*

can you feel my heartbeat

the heart that you stepped all over and left
is still beating. and it's beating for you

no matter how hard i try to forget
no matter how many new people i meet
why do i keep thinking of only you when i turn around
i don't want to do this anymore. i want to stop.
no matter how many times i try and try to stop myself
it's no use. my heart is broken. why

why do i keep doing such foolish things
i know in my head, but why is my heart rebelling
i'm holding on to you and can't let go.
it still feels like you're next to me.
i can't believe in farewell

no matter who i meet, i can't open up one part of my heart and i keep your place empty
there's no reason for you come back, but why do i keep thinking that you might come back
why isn't my heart listening

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
don't i know that it's over. i don't understand why i'm like this
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
it still hurts thinking of you. i think of you every time my heart beats

i have to forget. i have to forget in order to live
i have to erase it. if i don't, i'll die
stop trying to get her back. she ain't coming
she's gone, gotta be moving on
she left. she won't come back. she doesn't think of you.

she doesn't know that i'm waiting for her, she's doing well
she already forgot about me, totally erased me.
why can't i do that

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you

my heart is beating faster and faster




GOSH i kept on saying how i won't support these boys without jay
but daym...they keep getting better n better
they even won best artist of the year
if only jay is there too, it'd be just perfect..

ok..my internet is not working so well right now
so i'll post the vid of their perf later
u guys'll be like me after watching it..
believe me......
I'm torn between these two
should i be happy for myself?
or should i feel worse for others?


really hate this kind of feelings